Fixing Things

Fixing Things..

I want to fix things..i want to repair all the damages done, and i want to change all that needs changing..why?..because it is time..it's time to take a new step of life..

Many things had happened the past 24 years im living, and there are times when i change to the needs of my surrounding..just like an iguana..haha..i need a new revelation and it will start with my house..then my working schedule, then my personal financing then lastly, my personal lifa and family..why did i put personal life and family behind?..because i need to review my situation 1st..is my life ok?is it going the way that it should be..am i content with my life..am i living a healthy lifesyle..am i having good relationship with my friend..and much more to come eventually..

expect change the way that i think and approach on something..expect something new.. but im changing for the good side, not the bad side..

its been some time since i last have a personal reflection of my life..when was the last time i update my jurnal?..(checking on my jurnal)..well then, as far as im concerned, in 2010 none..haha..wasted life..that is what i need to change..

im beginning to feel the tension and stress of 'living' a life..work, eat, sleep, travel.. all are redundant..feels boring but it my job to make it 'not' boring..yeah, i need to change..

so when will it start?..it starts today at 12.30pm,after work..i will spend the whole day on my own, reflecting on my life..i need a new lease of life..i need a new way to approach life..and i desperately need some personal reflection..

sigh..i should stop now..still there are a lot of things to finish up today..

...'Feel free to live your life, but never let your feet off the ground'...

p/s: my financial woes seems to be getting worst..i need to do something..and that

something is 'CHANGE'...