The Life..

Just Being Contented..

I live a simple life..i just like being simple and practical..i like to do chores and shopping and then go back straight home..i like to travel to one place,arrive there,enjoy the moment and then go back..i like simple thing..i really do..i can live the day just by playing computer games or watch tv..its really simple..coz i like simple..

but i have a complicated life..i have a broken family..i have a bad love life experience..i have so many bad memories of the past..i have so many problems..and i have a job so faraway from home.. can i be contented?

of course i can..just now,i have lunch at Mile 4 Sandakan..makan d kedai cina la..lama suda tidak singgah..and then,i sat there for about 10minutes after finishing lunch,looking around at the surroundings..i look at the environment, i look at the people, i lookat the car, i look at the girls(normal la bah kan) and i look at the restaurant owner..all have their own life..all have their own agenda..

are they happy? of course not..they have their own problem..they have their own concern..they have their own life..so why bother at others?buzzz...wrong answer my friend..we are different people but we have 1 thing in common in life..we want to have a perfect life..


I WANT EVERYTHING..

i want to be rich..i want to have big cars,i want to have a beautifull girlfriend, i want to have large house,i want to have lots of money...I WANT EVERYTHING!!!..i want all things in the world that i can have..haha..i want it all!!!

but NO, we cannot have everything..human never will be satisfied with what they have..we will never be satisfied with our own desire..trust me,coz i know..haha..

masa kecil2 dulu,sa mau ada basikal..so kena kasi basikal..bila suda ada basikal,mau motor..then mau henpon..then mau komputer..then mau laptop..last2,suma pun sa mau..i became materialistic..im not being myself anymore..i became obsessed with the worldy world things..lupa suda tujuan hidup sebenar..i became grumpy..tukar attitude jadi kasar, ego, pemarah..hahaa..menjelma jadi urang yang bukan urang..suma pun sa mau..suma pun mau dapat..i want to have everything so that i can have a perfect life..and i forgot that 1 essential of living a life..

being happy..

i want to change now..i want to be just being contented..i want to be happy as for what i have now..i want to enjoy everything that i have now..i want to be 'sederhana'..what happen after i have everything?will i be satisfied?..

and the answer is No..i will try to be happy with what i have now..and i will slowly develop myself to a perfect life..even tough not perfect,at least i enjoy my life before my last breath..

i just want it simple..